My Left Hand
The comedy of the unconscious
I’ve always loved the strange, quiet gifts of living inside a different culture.
Not the dramatic ones. Not the “I discovered myself on a mountaintop” kind of revelations.
I mean the small ones. The tiny, daily moments where a society holds up a mirror and says, without saying it, “So… you really do that automatically, huh?”
In Indonesia, one of those mirrors is my left hand.
There’s a simple cultural rule here: you don’t hand things to people with your left hand. You don’t eat with it either. It’s considered impolite and, more than that, kind of gross.
The reason isn’t mysterious. In many Indonesian bathrooms, people clean themselves with water using either a built-in spritz from the toilet or a handheld hose. And traditionally, that cleaning is done with the left hand.
So the logic is straightforward: your left hand is the bathroom hand.
And if you think about it for even three seconds, the cultural expectation makes perfect sense. If you live in a world where one hand has a specific hygienic role, then watching someone offer you money, food, or a handshake with that hand would feel… gut-wrenching. Not metaphorically. Actually.
Here’s where my own wiring gets exposed.
I’m right-handed. My right hand feels like the “official” hand. The competent hand. The organized adult hand.
So I do this thing constantly: I’ll hold something in my right hand and use my left as the helper. The grabber. The sorter. The assistant.
Even with money.
I’ll arrange bills in my right hand, then—without thinking—pluck one out with my left and hand it over.
Which means, in pure cultural terms, I’m basically walking around politely insulting everyone in micro-doses.
And yes, I’m a foreigner. People are generous. Most don’t bat an eye.
But when I’m with my wife, it’s one of the rare things that reliably frustrates her.
Because it looks careless.
Not cruel. Not intentional. Just careless.
And that’s what’s so funny and so humbling about it.
The more I try to bring it into consciousness, the more clumsy I become. It’s like trying to manually control breathing. You can do it… but suddenly nothing feels natural anymore.
What gets me isn’t just the left-hand rule.
It’s the bigger reminder hiding inside it.
Because if a small, harmless habit like this can carry so much meaning in one cultural context, it makes me wonder how many other invisible habits I’m dragging around every day.
How many things do I do automatically that feel “neutral” to me but would be loaded somewhere else?
And how many rules am I currently obeying without knowing they’re rules, just because my society trained my body to move a certain way?
I remember learning in Japan to hand over business cards with two hands.
That was a clear lesson. Formal. Easy to remember because the ritual was new and explicit.
But this left-hand thing is sneakier.
It’s not a ceremony. It’s my nervous system.
It’s a reminder that culture isn’t just what we think.
It’s what we do without thinking.
So yes, this is just a small thought for the day.
But also: a quiet thank you to Indonesia for calling me out—gently, repeatedly, and with excellent comedic timing.
Because sometimes the most meaningful personal growth comes disguised as a two-second mistake at a cashier.



I love it. And since we are headed there in just three weeks, I will work on being more conscious.
As always, so good.